I have recently started to work on maintaining an open heart in every area of my life. This has taken an immense amount of intention and willingness. After doing the work in every other area of my life, I decided it was time. I made the decision on a Sunday to hire someone to help me. I wrote it down and fully trusted someone would come into my life. By Monday at 4:00 P.M., I had met my new teacher. I was a guest on a show “Intimate Conversations” in which I talked about leading my life from feminine power and an open heart. I knew going in that I had yet to do it romantically and was clear with Allana I wasn’t an expert in that area. What I did have was awareness. Awareness I often settled and might subconsciously not feel worthy of a high-quality and conscious man. I also knew witnessing how toxic my sister’s relationship was from a young age kept me afraid of ever humiliating or embarrassing myself like that.
After the show ended, I hired Allana. The joy and radiance she had made me want to feel that alive and sensual. I have always been confident, but showed up guarded in relationships. I craved something more free and relaxed, so we began.
The last eight weeks have rocked me to my core. I found I had numbed both pain and pleasure when it came to relationships. I found my mom and sister had a larger impact on my fears than previously thought. We went through deep processes to heal my inner child and release emotions I had stored up. Although our time together is not over, she has already opened my heart up. In doing this, my life has exploded with new possibilities. I have connected with new people in every area of my life and feel more in flow that God is truly working on my behalf.
All of us have blocks to our ultimate destiny and purpose. We have all experienced varying degrees of pain in our life that have put walls up around our hearts. This minimizes our maximum potential for joy. It is time though for us to fully come alive. I invite you to set this intention so you can experience a soul shaking life like I am choosing to. If you are looking to remove some blocks, I would highly recommend connecting with Allana at allanapratt.com. She might just change your life!